Hearts of Steele

I had such a fun night! My birthday is next week and since Jacob and I don't have our kids this weekend we thought we could celebrate a little early. He took me to a concert in Ogden at the Egyptian Theater. One of the guys he works with has a sister who is a singer in a new country group called Hearts of Steele. We were sitting there listening to a sweet love song called With You and watching a couple doing a really romantic couples dance when I hear the Singer say "Tonight we would like to dedicate this song to Jake Farr and Amie Milner! Where are you two lovebirds?" Then Jacob starts clapping and shouting "Yeah! We're right here! Whoo hoo!" Then the lights went on, and everyone was looking at us and clapping... and my face went bright red! Hahaha. It totally caught me off guard. But how cool, and sweet is that?!? I could not stop smiling after that. Jacob is so freaking awesome. After the concert we went to Brewski's for drinks and laughs with a group of family and friends. It was a blast!

I wonder what he has planned for today. He wont tell me what we are doing, just said to wear jeans and maybe bring a jacket... I'm excited! Jacob and I can have fun doing absolutely anything together, so its going to be a good day, I just know it! :)

Rainy day, Bad mood.

I usually love rainy days. Today its just annoying. I wish it would just stop already! Summer is gone and fall, my favorite season, has started but I feel downright gloomy! Too much drama lately! Mean people suck! Especially when the things they say and do affect someone I love. I don't understand why people act the way they do sometimes, but is it really that hard just to be a genuinely nice person?? I think not! Ugh, no point stressing over it tho. Some people will never change. I'm just going to try and focus on the ones who matter and say TO HELL with the rest!

Jakelicious :)

I met Jacob on a dating website. As embarrassing as that may be I don't regret it for a second! He is amazing. The nicest, sweetest, most honest, loving Guy I know! He makes me laugh and can make my heart skip a beat with a simple kiss. We have a ton in common and are really enjoying spending time together. He has 3 boys about the same ages as my kids. The weekends we have all 6 kids together can get pretty crazy! We're like the Brady Bunch! HA! Ill try to post some pictures soon.

New Beginnings

Life has been a whirlwind for the last year! Nick and i are not together anymore. Its been over a year since we separated and I'm happy to say that I am feeling great! Parting was hard, and the last year was filled with lots of tears and drinking. I was a complete zombie. Miserable and pathetic. But... not anymore. Time has passed, my broken heart is healed, and I feel better than ever. Sure I still have occasional bad days, but thats normal. For everybody. Right?

I have a wonderful Guy in my life who I simply can't get enough of (Jacob-more about him soon), a stable job (two years at Kohl's now), and three kids I love more than ever. Life is good. :)