Pointless Pondering

I'm in a pensive mood. Get ready for some pointless rambling. It's one of those days.

When is it OK to be selfish, and when is it not? How much selfishness should one person be allowed to have without it making them a bad person? And who decides? I don't think I'm a very selfish person, usually. I'm a total people pleaser. I like to see other people happy, sometimes even when it doesn't make me happy. Still, sometimes I really just want to be selfish and say "To hell with everyone else! I'm doing what I want, when I want to, and how I want to do it!" Do you ever feel that way? Another thing, why does coffee seem to make everything better? As weird as that sounds it's still true. --Hungover? Here, drink this coffee and it will help. Fighting with your friend? Talk it out over a cup of coffee and soon everything will work out. Mornings not your thing? Coffee!!!-- See. I could go on and on. God I love Coffee. One more thing to ponder and then I'm done, for now. Is honesty always the best thing? Is it really better to tell someone something that could be mean, or hurtful rather than to tell them a little white lie so no feelings get hurt? I don't know about you, but I think some things are better left unsaid. We've all been around that incredibly annoying person who always speaks their mind, who never keeps anything inside their own head. Ugh! Sometimes I hate people like that. Personally, I like having my own secret thoughts that no one will ever hear. Whether good or bad thoughts. It's nice to know that inside my own head I've got privacy.

OK, so I warned you. Pointless pondering. I'm done now. Promise.