Roller Coaster

I feel like I'm on an emotional roller coaster! I'm seriously getting nauseous from all this constant up and down! Laughing one minute, crying the next. I think I have a mental impairment. (I think it's called being a WOMAN!) Now, don't get me wrong. There are many benefits to being a girl and usually I enjoy my womanhood. Just not lately. I can't handle days like today where I just want to hide in the bathroom and have a good cry. It makes me feel weak, and vulnerable. And like an idiot. Sometimes I hate emotion! I'm sure that me listening to sad, gooey, emo songs isn't helping but I can't stop listening to Secondhand Serenade today. I guess I like to torture myself.

Ugh.