I probably shouldn't write tonight but Nick is in bed and I'm bored. I should be in bed too, but I'm not ready just yet. To tell you the truth I'm completely exhausted. Sometimes I wish I wouldn't let people get to me. I wish I could just say "To hell with it" and not care as easily as some other people can. Water under the bridge, right? Well, it's hard for me. I don't like saying goodbye to someone who I once loved and shared a close friendship with. I don't like leaving things unsaid, or unexplained. I don't like constantly feeling upset. In this matter I really don't have a choice. Minds have already been made up, feelings have already been hurt, and mean things have already been said. The only thing I can do is to learn, grow, and move on. Definitely not a happy, or easy, thing to do in this situation, but not the end of the world either.
OK. I'm ready for bed now. Night.
Monday, May 26, 2008
Minds Made Up
Posted by Amie at 11:06 PM
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Seems like you've got a lot going on in your life right now, with this blog and the blog that Nick posted. I hope that you guys are doing okay and things are getting back to normal for you. I learned an important lesson about people with all the stuff I had to deal with when I was on the PTA, the main thing I learned was if people are miserable, they will find a way to make you miserable too. I know that you made a post about this, but it is so true. They'll say things totally untrue to make you feel just an ounce of the pain they are going through. You're a good person and you don't deserve to be hurting like this. Remember that and I hope that you feel better soon. :)
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